BUT YOU GUYS
Millie and I actually were able to meet in real life today and I couldn’t be happier. She’s just as beautiful and wonderful and glorious in person as she has been to me over tumblr and Kik and snapchat. I am so so happy her and I got the opportunity to do this! It’s so funny how things work out sometimes. We even bought friendship bracelets together so you know it’s real.
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Hey guys! Chapter 11 of What Happens When You Want More is up. Thanks again for reading and for your support!
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If you ever see me not reblogging harry styles don’t worry i’m still thinking about him
In honor of four years of one direction, I want to talk about why this is “not just a band” to me.
At first when i hopped on this band wagon it was completely innocent. I thought they were cute and “What Makes You Beautiful” just had a really catchy beat and chorus to me. It was nothing to rant and rave about.
I bought tickets to “Take Me Home” tour not even a month after the mini infatuation started. And as days progressed and the days got smaller and smaller till I would see them live, I grew more and more ancy. I wanted to know more about them and invest my time into them.
I looked up videos and interviews and grew more invested in their music and personalities. I speciffically remember the time when I knew these boys were different. I’m a teenage girl so of course I love boy bands. My most passionate obsessions were the Jonas Brothers and Big Time Rush. But it wasn’t like how it was for One Direction. I was invested in looks and catchy tunes. Not Personalities.
Ghana changed it for me because I saw how passionate and genuine these boys were. I saw how special they were and how they put others before their happiness. I realized they weren’t just like a typical band who was in it for the money, fame and girls. They genuienly care about the people. They’re beautiful men with hearts of gold. After Ghana and Red Nose Day the rest was history.
One Direction has inspired me to be a better person. And as corny as that sounds, it’s true. I started co-owning this blog in my prime time infatuation. And the writings started off just as a hobby; a way to pass the time. I’d always liked writing but never really shared my work.
This blog inspired me to break out of my comfort zone. Because it made me realize that I actually am a good writer and that people actually enjoy reading things that I compose myself. And I can’t even put into words how much that means to me. Ever since I started writing for this blog I’ve come out of my shell more. I even took a creative writing class last semester and some people really enjoyed my pieces. i never thought I’d have the confidence to share my work in real life. But thanks to the boys, and of course you guys, I now have belief in myself.
I have made life long friends through common interests with the boys. I met two of my really good friends at Take Me Home tour last year. And of course, I wouldn’t of met Millie and Cathy had it not been for these boys. And i love those girls so much it is insane. They’re always there for me when I need them, they inspire me and encourage me. It’s come to a point where I couldn’t possibly imagine my life without them. I owe my relationship with them to the boys.
On a more personal note, (this may be a trigger warning so read with caution) in September of 2013 I almost killed myself. I’d suffered with depression and self mutilation since i was 11. It was just a hard transition going into college, no longer being a kid, pressure to find a job, pick a major and meet my parents requirements. I felt like life was too hard for me and that I was just simply one of those people who wasn’t cut out to live. I remember I had just self harmed on the top of my thighs and I found a bottle of pills in my room. I emptied them in my hands and I had about 8 in my palm. I was about to take them, but then my music shuffle changed to “Diana” by One Direction.
To this day, that song still has such an important meaning to me because it is the song that saved my life. “Let me be the one to lift your heart up and save your life.I don’t think you even realize, baby you’ll be saving mine.” It made me feel like they genuinely care about me and want me to stay strong. You can say the boys don’t love me, or their fans, but I’ll just laugh and tell you you are wrong. Don’t tell me these boys don’t love me, because I know they do.
I can happily say, thanks to these boys, I am 10 months clean. I hope to meet 1/5 this year and tell them this news in person and thank them for saving me. I know they probably hear it a lot, but you can never thank someone enough for being your own personal superhero.
Basically, this isn’t just a band for me. One Direction is my main source of positivity. They have done so much for me. Thanks to these boys, I am confident, I am strong, I am surrounded by friends and I am alive.
I’m thankful for 4 years of One Direction, and cannot wait to see what the future holds for these boys. Okay I’m done being cheesy.
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this was my FAVORITE AND IT STILL HURTS
So “Losing Myself” is over :(
I can’t thank you all enough for dealing with my late updates and actually WANTING to read what I’m writing. You guys have no idea how much that means to me and I love you so much.
I have put the story on Wattpad which you can read here
And feel free to cure my writers block and give me more story ideas! I love you all so so much!!!!
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My mom just called me and asked; “Can you taste the saltiness of your tears?”, and I was like “what?” and then she just said “Ryan Gosling is going to be a father”, laughed and hung up. I don’t know what is more shocking.
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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Hey guys! Chapter 10 of my fic What Happens When You Want More has been posted. Thanks so much for reading and for all your support. Love you guys!
#what happens when you want more #WHWYWM #Cathy #Cathy personal #one direction #harry styles #harry styles fic #one direction fic
Josh imagine for Destinee
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Harry favorited a pic of a girl fingering herself and I have never felt so alive. This needs to be talked about.
"What do you think harry would be like as a bf? Please answer I only ask you cause your my fav account and no one else will do it xx? If not it's fine love you"
I actually just did a blurb about this babe! Love you moooreee.